Well hello again!

It has been 15 months since I stepped away from blogging and this site. In that time, life has continued (obviously), but blogging on others sites has not been consistent or what I envisioned. I miss writing regularly, and I have missed writing this blog, this site. In some ways I miss my life as…

Anxiety

We're packing up and preparing for the drive home, because I have to go to the office and cope with a client with a looming issue that is not easily resolved. I know it is not my problem. I know I am not the cause of this problem. I know what I advised my client…

Sunday – I am so crazy

It finally happened - I overslept when I have a training day. Or so I thought, anyway. This morning I woke up, checked the time on the clock, and my phone read 5:11. Okay, I thought, and then realized - I have training at 6! It's 5:11! Typically I leave my house at 5:15 for…

Eating crow

Yesterday, "annoyed" was the descriptive word of the day. I woke up annoyed because I had to finish a report with positive conclusions about a third-party transaction while I have this inexplicably intense negative feeling toward the principal involved. I was annoyed (and frowny, to boot) during practice because I was thinking about work. I…

Less fear, more confidence

I was having a bit of a negativity shit storm this morning. Nothing serious - I caught myself before I dived off the cliff and could not recover the balance of my Friday. But still. Some moments are harder than others. This morning it was triggered by a voice message from the police department about…

Snow day dinner

M and I met a childhood friend and her husband for dinner tonight. They live on the east coast but were in Tahoe for a long weekend of skiing, since we finally have some snow. We drove over to meet them, takingĀ the long way around andĀ stopped to goof around in one of M's favorite places…